Duh!

So you know what is on my mind?  All the time?
How much I love my dad and miss him.
We talked every night down in his office. 
While I know he is with me and I try to do what we talked about, I'm lost and powerless to carry on in the way he asked me to. I don't want him to be disappointed in me.  I know he isn't.
I only wish I could fight the fight and carry on with his work and intentions.
I'll take care of Mom, and our house, our home.I'll do my best.
I love you so much Dad.  You have always been my hero. 
I need  you more than ever.